If I Could Only Tell You...

1. You've given me feelings that I thought he destroyed. I never thought I would even CONSIDER looking at another man, but here I am... Pretty sure that I enjoy your company more than I thought possible, wanting to spend time with you, wanting to talk to you, to make your bad days better. And I want that back. I'm so scared to move forward with us, because of HIM. It really has nothing to do with you, but whenever I start to act on what I am feeling, my chest seizes up and I feel like running. Please be patient... I'm trying...

2. You destroyed me. End of discussion. I regret everything about us. I regret even meeting you. Even now, I am tending the wounds you inflicted. I can only hope that as your memory fades, the scars will too.

3. Hun, I love you to death, but shut up already. You whine about silly things constantly. I cannot spend our entire friendship comforting you or assuring you.

4. I almost called you to ask you to come home, because you were breaking Dad's heart. Then, it dawned on me. We are all better off without you. Stay away.

5. You're a great friend. I love talking to you, teasing you. Take good care of your little girl, though. Her mother is not going to take good care of her. You know this.

6. WHO THE HELL ASKS FOR MONEY VIA FACEBOOK STATUS TO PAY THEIR BILLS?!?!

7. If you want to believe his lies, fine. You know both of us. I can't stop his lies, but I can stop you throwing them at me. Peace!

8. No. I'm not surprised that you are 17, pregnant, and completely alone. I've always known you'd wind up that way.

9. Please. Stay with me. Don't leave.

10. SHUT UP! You are not right and when you attack me, you only look like an idiot.