That nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach

Ever had a suspicion? One you've had before? One that terrifies you?

The kind of suspicion that you know from the past can come true? The kind of suspicion that logic cannot get rid of? In fact, logic strengthens?

Ever had the kind of suspicion that you swear won't happen?

The kind where you swear you won't cry if it does?

The kind of suspicion that eats you from the inside out? That won't let images fade away? The kind that flashes like kodak film across your eyelids whenever you dare blink?

The kind of suspicion that clogs your airways? Suffocates you? That sinks into your pores and lodges itself in your arteries?

Ever had the kind of suspicion that killed?