Cast!

Lend Me A Tenor has been cast and we have a fantastic cast if I do say so myself. I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To The Man In My Life

I know that I'm hard to win over. Though, you've won me over. I'm just not ready to admit it. Thank you for being patient with me. I appreciate that you're willing to wait out this hurt.

I do love you.

I just need time.

Freaking the Fuck Out

Guys are crawling out of the woodwork. Now I’m panicking. Why am I suddenly so interesting?

*cries*

Someone help me.

Give Me Five Monday

Five Memorable Things

1. Had poetry written specifically about and/or for me.

2. Stage Managed a play

3. Worked the fly system for the fall in URINETOWN.

4. Fallen in and out of love.

5. Danced in the rain with two of my closest friends.

It's A Girl Thing!

I had to show my dad how to open a barrette this evening. Apparently, he’s been messing with the thing for the past month or so. He finally asked me if I knew how to work it. I popped the thing open before he had the time to say anything else. He started laughing hysterically. He’d never thought to squeeze it, because when you squeeze things, they typically tighten. He said it was the only thing he’d not done. And that it was embarrassing, because he’s an engineer.

If I Could Only Tell You...

1. You've given me feelings that I thought he destroyed. I never thought I would even CONSIDER looking at another man, but here I am... Pretty sure that I enjoy your company more than I thought possible, wanting to spend time with you, wanting to talk to you, to make your bad days better. And I want that back. I'm so scared to move forward with us, because of HIM. It really has nothing to do with you, but whenever I start to act on what I am feeling, my chest seizes up and I feel like running. Please be patient... I'm trying...

2. You destroyed me. End of discussion. I regret everything about us. I regret even meeting you. Even now, I am tending the wounds you inflicted. I can only hope that as your memory fades, the scars will too.

3. Hun, I love you to death, but shut up already. You whine about silly things constantly. I cannot spend our entire friendship comforting you or assuring you.

4. I almost called you to ask you to come home, because you were breaking Dad's heart. Then, it dawned on me. We are all better off without you. Stay away.

5. You're a great friend. I love talking to you, teasing you. Take good care of your little girl, though. Her mother is not going to take good care of her. You know this.

6. WHO THE HELL ASKS FOR MONEY VIA FACEBOOK STATUS TO PAY THEIR BILLS?!?!

7. If you want to believe his lies, fine. You know both of us. I can't stop his lies, but I can stop you throwing them at me. Peace!

8. No. I'm not surprised that you are 17, pregnant, and completely alone. I've always known you'd wind up that way.

9. Please. Stay with me. Don't leave.

10. SHUT UP! You are not right and when you attack me, you only look like an idiot.

Music... The Ultimate Cure-All

Jill: Just breathe, Hun. It'll be fine. Honest.
Andrea: "The hills are alive, with the sound of music. With songs they have sung for a thousand years..."
Jill: So, whenever we have boy trouble, we're gonna sing?
Andrea: Sure, if it helps.

Excuse Me While I Dance For Joy...

Dr. Beach e-mailed me yesterday to ask if I was interested in stage managing LEND ME A TENOR. The answer was… DUH! Though, I worded it prettier than that.

*SQUEALS*

We Have The Weirdest Convos.

Andrea: Patrick Stewart...
Jill: Patrick Dempsey.
Andrea: We're talking about old men.
Jill: He is old for us. He's like forty.
Andrea: I meant like over fifty.
Jill: So, we're talking about men who are like senior citizens.