I can't...

I can't. I can't. I can't.

I can't get over the hurt. I can't stop being angry. I just want to scream. I want to pull my hair and yell at the top of my lungs. No, I want to punch someone. Hard. Actually, I want to punch a certain someone. I want to make him hurt too. He says he hurts, but I want to physically hit him. I'm horrible, I know. He was fucking around with not one, but TWO other girls when he took my virginity. *screams* He keeps telling me how much he misses me, how much he loves me. How can he claim to love me when he's done what he's done? How can he claim to respect me when his actions are screaming that he's the most disrespectful, loathsome man alive?