Why am I angry?

Why am I angry you ask. Why would I tire of you? Could it have anything to do with the almost constant betrayal? The promises you made, but didn't bother to keep? The continuous lying? Acting like a fucking whore?
You know as well as I do that there is only one thing that can make me this angry. Going after my boyfriend. You know that out of all the things you could do to me that constantly flirting with him, or the constant inappropriate actions you made around him, thinking that I wouldn't notice or that he wouldn't tell me. Let me tell you something, Missy, that is the one thing that I would notice.
Constantly telling him your horny, especially when you've got a girlfriend, is crossing a line. I tried to ignore it. Then,you crossed an even bigger line when you sent him a nude photo! And you did it while I was with him! OF COURSE I WOULD FIND OUT YOU GODDAMN FUCKING WHORE!!!!!!

Don't ask my why I'm angry at you. You damn well know.

Scary Thought

In less than a week, I won't ever see this house again...
I'm leaving on Sunday to head to orientation, then staying with my aunt until the rest of the family arrives about a week later.

It feels really strange.

Do us all a favor and go die!

Listen up, bitch.
You've been stalking my boyfriend for far too long. I thought that maybe after he got a restraining order on you, that you'd get a fucking clue. Obviously, you refuse to accept that fact that he has never been interested in you, nor will he ever be. Nobody is interested in an STD-ridden whore. Except for the few lonely guys who can't get a fuck anywhere else. That's all your good for, working the street corners.
What makes you think he'd want you, anyway? Especially, when he has me. Anyone with half a brain could tell you that I am obviously the better choice.
Shall I list the ways?
1. I'm not a whore.
2. I'm STD-Free. You know why that is? I've only slept with the one guy? How about you? Oh! That's right, you lost count.
3. I'm not a stark-raving lunatic!
4. I didn't attempt to destroy his reputation when he was away for an entire month, with no way to defend his reputation.
5. I don't threaten people, simply because they have what you can't have.
6. I'm smarter than you. As can be exhibited by just about anything.
7. I, unlike you, have morals.
8. I don't weigh as much as a small elephant. It's called a salad, honey.
9. I'm way prettier than you, which is saying something, because I don't think I'm prettier than a lot of people. But I do know that I'm prettier than you, both inside and out.
10. Even when I don't like people, I try to be nice. The one exception, being you. You pushed me too fucking far.

And that is just the short list.

So, as you can see, skankwhore (Did I mention that this is what we call you. We meaning He and I), you are just shit out of luck.

Nobody wants you. That much is obvious. Didn't your mother kick you out? That's right, she didn't want you either. That is how worthless you are, not even your own mother can stand you. Your father can't either, that's why he left. He couldn't stand to look at your hideous, horrible face any longer. You have a face and personality that not even your parents can love. How's it feel to be deemed so worthless?

Signed,
Your Worst Nightmare

Friday Fill-In (A day late)

I know it's a day late, but I didn't discover it until about five minutes ago.


Here we go:

1. I believe whatever doesn't kill you hurts like hell.

2. If you're good at something, don't forget it.

3. Why so blue, Panda Bear.

4. Something is out there, it's getting closer as I type this.

5. If my life were a sitcom, it would be titled Wannabe.

6. Sitting on my back porch [if you don't have one, use your imagination] I see the kids next door playing tag.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to getting my room back, tomorrow my plans include sanding and painting and Sunday, I want to Sleep!




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Yay!

I got my laptop back!

Thank God for extended warranties!

Daddy

Daddy - Jewel

My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I could, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy
Drink lots of black coffee and I smoke like a chimney.
Yes, I left the refrigerator door half open, Daddy.
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean.
Gonna make you just as vulnerable as I was, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to bash in your teeth, Daddy.
Gonna use your tongue as a stamp
Gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine, Daddy
Go ahead and psycho-analyze that.
'Cause I'm your creation, I'm your love, Daddy.
Grew up to be and do all those sick things you said I'd do
Well last night I saw you sneak out your window
With your white hood, Daddy
What's' that say about you?
I'm sloppy, what's that say about you?
I'm messy, what's that say about you?
My bones are tired, Daddy




I'm sure I can't be the only one who feels this way.

Yay!

We found the protection plan for my laptop. So, it gets fixed, for free!
Woot!

And I was right. It is the fan.

Just My Luck...

My laptop has given up the ghost.
I'm pretty sure it's the fan...

And a month before school starts.

:(

Love the city :)

So, I'm in DC visiting my boyfriend, which is wonderful. It's depressing that we see each other so rarely. I probably won't see him again until Thanksgiving break. I love him lots.

The city is fantastic. There is so much to do. It's almost impossible to get bored. The metro system is fantastic. It's so easy to go places. It feels so weird to wander the city alone. That would never happen back home. It wouldn't be allowed, deemed "too risky." It's freeing to be able to come and go as I please. For the first time, I actually feel like an adult. I not only think I can handle myself, I know I can.