Fucking A

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. If I ever get the chance, I will destroy you, like you've done me. I will shake you if it is the last fucking thing I do. I swear it.

In other news, I'm at USITT this week, so I won't be on here as much and I won't have much time to respond or comment. I PROMISE I will as soon as I get back and to a regular computer.

Oh, and we figured out what causes my migraines. I am literally addicted to coffee. If I don't drink it, the headaches start and torment me until I can't move.

I don't think I will ever be a truly healthy, happy person.

I think I made a mistake. Again.

Wonder how my brain works?

Click here: http://chillyjilly23.deviantart.com/art/It-Never-Fades-154540167

Burnin' Bridges

Burnin' Bridges - Jesse James

Spotlights have a funny glow
They can keep you warm
But they can make you go crazy
Always gotta be the show
So you never know
What it's like being in the crowd

Lately I’m hearing people say
You're a runaway and somebody’s got to bring
You back to reality
Help you see the things
That you might've been looking past

I ain't burning bridges
I’m tryin' to mend them
I apologize if I ever hurt your feelings
Got my own convictions
And I've got to live them
I ain't burnin' bridges
That ain't my intention

Ain't got nothin' to hide
Yeah I'm good with God
Soul is naked like water
You and I wouldn't want to see
The girl I’d be if I wouldn't have turned you down

Show me so many things
But the best would be
Never ever roll over
Stand up for what I believe
And eventually everyone will come back around

I ain't burning bridges
I’m tryin' to mend them
I apologize if I ever hurt your feelings
Got my own convictions
And I've got to live them
I ain't burnin' bridges
That ain't my intention

Always three sides to every story
There's yours and there's mine
But we've been ignoring
The truth it hides behind a clear disguise

I ain't burning bridges
I’m tryin' to mend them
I apologize if I ever hurt your feelings
Got my own convictions
And I've got to live them
I ain't burnin' bridges
That ain't my intention

Tentative Fall 2010 Schedule

MWF
8:00 Class Piano (1) - Tsao-Lim (No Friday)
9:00 Spanish I (3) - Mitchell
2:00 Practicum (1) - Gilpin (Wednesday Only)

TR
8:00 Bio Lab (1) - Dunn (Tuesday Only)
11:00 Stage Design (3) - Gilpin
1:30 Intro to Bio (3) - Dunn
3 - 4:15 Creative Writing (3) - Beggs



Other:
TPT (1)

Feel

Feel - Marie Digby

Feels like I spent all this time talking to walls
Feels like I gotta let go of the way it was before
Are your really there? Are you made of stone?
Am I talking to someone or am I here all alone

[Chorus]
Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Seems like you're stuck in a daze, slipping away, away
I'm sick of trying to reach you, can't you say what's on your mind
Baby we're losing the race to far behind, behind
Tell me that I'm not the only one who can try, who can fight the wall

[Chorus]
Are you alive, don't you feel, feel, feel?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Sometimes the words they don't get through
What really speaks is what you do
Open up, let me inside, just wanna find you

[Chorus]
Are you alive, are you, are you?
Show me you're here, show me your tears
Don't your feel, feel, feel, feel?
Show me, hold me, speak up and tell me something
Change my mind before it's too late
Are you alive, show me you're human
Can't you feel, feel, feel, feel?

Whoa, wake up, are you dead?

As far as being a writer goes...

had one of my poems compared to e.e. cummings (!!!), another compared to "a lovely fragrant cup of Earl Gray", and another featured. Today has been a good day. Can die happy now? :D

Also, next week, I will receive the lithograph I purchased from a student on campus. It's lovely. And I am in love with it.

My life is great!

My new blog that I post on more often because it's easier.

http://listography.com/DanceWithTheWind