Just in Case...

Just in case anyone is interested in reading the story that Stephen gave to comfort one of the girls he cheated on me with, here's the link:

http://escapexflight.blogspot.com/2008/12/right-thing.html

I wrote it to try and help him pass his English Class... or that's why he told me he needed me to write it. It was an "assignment" that was due the next day and he desperately needed my help to pass. I don't know whether or not there was ever a damn assignment. For all I know, Torie was aborting his child and he was trying to make her feel better about it.

The fact that he sent her something that I wrote hurts deep inside. I think it hurt more than his infidelity.

Warmth...

So, I got lots of warm, snuggly clothes for Christmas. No more freezing in the extreme Arkansas winter. I'll have to post the photos later. :)

Home for Christmas.

I'm home :)

Have been since the 18th!

Stage Managing = Life

I just got done stage managing The Directing Project. It was awesome. I've missed it so much. I'm telling you that there is no place I would rather be than the booth. It's the most peaceful place I know. Everything is calm and I am completely content.

I can't wait to do it all the time.

:D


And apparently, I was the first freshman allowed to stage manage. :)

So...

I finally did it. I broke up with Stephen. I felt bad for hurting him, but after all he's done, I can't see why. He cheated, he lied, and he could make me feel bad for just about anything.

The good news is...

I'm happier than I remember ever being!

:)

I Hate This Part

I Hate This Part
- > The Pussycat Dolls

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scheme
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you its hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see the sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it


I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here